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Aloha.

Remember that dude i talked about a few days ago?
Now we're dating...

But it's really complicated for both of us because his ex keeps texting and calling him.. i really don't know what to do or what to say but it's getting fishy...
I'm just afraid that i might lose him.
I love him.
I love you honey.
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hey

Remember that time i told you about the flying school i went to? Oh it was on the previous post huh?
Yeah now i've flown a single-engine airplane..it was really something..but that's not what i'm about to tell in this post...

Boys. Yep. That's what i'm about to tell you all..

Actually just one dude..

This guy i met in the flying school...well it's actually very complicated,, because that guy already had someone in his arm..God, i don't know how do i get myself in this sticky situation..and he said that he loved me as well but in the meantime he couldn't break up with his girl because he was afraid that she could've hurt herself..

So he tried to speak to her about their relationship but she couldn't understand..she is still hoping that they might be together again eventhough he already said that he is thinking about someone else now ( me ) ..

I still got faith in him until few hours ago when we had lunch together and i read their message to each other..
I know they met at the mall few days ago but i didn't actually know what's going on..in the message he apologize to her.. well i don't get it,, because usually, he  is very angry to her..and she don't mind at all...maybe i shouldnt've read that, but i should know the truth, right?

Hello

It's been forever since the last time i post anything in here...
So now i'm currently studying in a flying school...and it's been quite hard and complicated.
I met new people with different background and diffrent ages... it is very interesting but there are many unusual experiences i get in here..
Sometimes i just don't have any idea of what should i do or how i should act in front of everybody..plus, there are many pressure from the educational process...
Maybe i found it hard to fit in because i've been in the same situation since all my life. So i think i get a little 'culture shock' in here..
Anyway, despite all those difficult times, i still enjoy living with my batch because they've been very nice to me.

Shooting Star - Owl City

Close your tired eyes, relaxing them.
Count from 1 to 10 and open them.
All these heavy thoughts will try to weigh you down, but not this time.

Way up in the air, you're finally free, and you can stay up there, right next to me.
All this gravity will try to pull you down, but not this time.

When the sun goes down, and the lights burn out,
Then it's time for you to shine.
Brighter than the shooting star, so shine no matter where you are.
Fill the darkest night, with a brilliant light,
'cause it's time for you to shine.
Brighter than a shooting star, so shine no matter where you are, tonight.

Wooh, wooh, wooh.
Brighter than a shooting star,
Shine no matter where you are, tonight.

Gazing through my eyes, when the fire starts,
And fan the flame so hot, it melt our hearts.
All the pouring rain, will try to put it out, but not this time.

Let your colours burn, and brightly burst, into a million sparks, but all dispersed and illuminate a world,
That'll try to bring you down,
But not this time.

When the sun goes down, and the lights burn out,
Then it's time for you to shine.
Brighter than the shooting star, so shine no matter where you are.
Fill the darkest night, with a brilliant light,
'cause it's time for you to shine.
Brighter than a shooting star, so shine no matter where you are, tonight.

Wooh, wooh, wooh.
Brighter than a shooting star,
Shine no matter where you are, tonight.

A thousand heartbeats beating time, and makes this dark planet come alive. So when the lights flicker out tonight, you gotta shine.

When the sun goes down, and the lights burn out,
Then it's time for you to shine.
Brighter than the shooting star, so shine no matter where you are.
Fill the darkest night, with a brilliant light,
'cause it's time for you to shine.
Brighter than a shooting star, so shine no matter where you are, tonight.

Wooh, wooh, wooh.
Brighter than a shooting star,
Shine no matter where you are, tonight.




credit : directlyrics

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katanya besok mau ada demo besar"an gt...waww,,,,

ada bbrapa hal yang dari tadi nyangkut di pikiran....gini ...

selama ini gw selalu mikir kalo i*******a itu negara yang yah bisa dibilang rata" lah..tapi manusia"nya itu loh yang gw ga suka ya emang si gw juga termasuk didalamnya...trus artinya gw ga suka dong sama gw sendiri???bukan ga suka tapi gw merasa dikadalin terus...

nah,,jadi apa hubungannya sama demo BBM besok?? gini, pernah ga sih lo pada mikir siapa yang jadi target para pendemo itu?? well,, ga perlu jadi orang cakep untuk tau kalo maksudnya mau protes ke pemerintah..nah tapi ada ga sih pendemo yang sadar kalo yang jadi korban bukan pemerintah samasekali????? pernah ga sih mereka mikirin tentang sodara" mereka yang jadi polisi?????gw ga bilang soal polisi yang udah jadi atasan dan ber-twinkle" little star,,, gw ngomongin soal polisi yang terjun langsung ke lapangan....gila ya,,kasian banget ga sih mereka?? mereka mempertaruhkan nyawa buat apa???siapa???

menurut gw, seharusnya yang demo itu otaknya udah kering kali ya?? mikir bisa kali....kalo mau protes tuh ya,,ga usah bilang" langsung aja labrak orangnya...atau kayaknya mereka musti nonton Leverage...kalo kaya demo gitu tuh kesannya ga berpendidikan....ato ga usah jauh",,,pasti pada pernah tau Robin Hood kan?? nah itu tuh yang namanya pake otak...orang " tuh kayanya pada kaya udah ada internet tapi masih pake merpati tau ga....

buat yang baca,,,semoga bisa bermanfaat n don't take it pesonal! jangan dimasukin dalem hati..k?ga lucu banget ada yang marah" sama gw gara" ni postingan.....

well,,that's it..i talked about politics..and they say that politic is an easy way to make enemies..